ok well first off my day was as usual. di the dishes, cleaned the bird cage...then i got a call from my mom saying they are putting her in the hospital. she has been smoking for 32 years since she was 8 ((she had 4 older sister in the 60's need i say more? lol)) and now her lungs are completly destroyed. shes been sick and out of work for a month. she is the one that has our benefits because my dad owns his own company and doesnt cover benefits for us just his guys. so yeah she will be there for a couple days and PRAY to God they dont find lung cancer because there is a rather large possiblity she has it. so please pray for that. i was just at my computer and i saw this application by hair cuttery for a runway show in chicago looking for people of different colors, sizes, hair colors and i was like wow why not just sign up to see what happens cuz i really need to start with my modeling. my parents didnt pay all the $ for nothing lol. so i decided to take pictures. since my camera is being gay im using my moms which holds like 100 and i just went crazy. lol i used to cry when someone took a pciture of me but now ive become very comfortable with myself since barbizon and now im just like yeah this is what i look like and im beautiful. i did my hair in 2 different ways and did purty makeup andi actually took like 25 pics i liked. its amazing. idk which ONE im gonna send ((they only let one which sucks)) and if i have a couple i like they will definatly be put in here cuz the one i put in here alot earlier is NOT updated and was bad anyays lol. i had so much fun with that. me and katie are gonna do it next time she comes over lol. i wanted to do it with tess but we didnt. ive fnally decided what im gonna do with my hair. my hair now is dark brown with my natural blonde highlights at the top then it tapers into a beautiful red color with blonds hightlight. i did the red with koolaide lol yeah i know but it just gave me the color red i wanted which was like BOOM look at her red. and i love it. so im most definaly bleaching my hair then dying it all a dark but bright red and put natural looking blonde highlights in it. im not sure if im gonna cut it because when i was like 6 i choped all my hair off ((yeah my mom put that freaking picture on our wall and katie laughed at it lol)) and i HATED it and its taken me this long to grow it past my shoulders cuz i kept cutting it so i like it long. anyways i also took pimptastic pictures with my pink hat and my pimptastic green nails...thats spiffy. well i have to go chat and do other online things lol but ill prolly have the pics on tomorrow =) thats IF i think they are fit for DE --marcie--