well today i went to work it in interesting since about 6 people came in that reaked of pot. and eneded up making out store smell like it for 10 minutes then a little girl peed on the floor and he mother made a big scene of it by yelling at her to know better than pee on herself... which was pretty sad. i finally have hours now! yay so i work for sure 14 hours and then on cal for two days so im getting back to my normal hours a week (22) so thats exciting. since im saving up for a car i need tons of hours. i wish i could drive i wish i got a great prom dress (i still need to shop for that its commming up soon!) i wish i was close to some people as i used to be so yea thats cool uhmmm... i feel as if im annoying somebody and it makes me sad, i mean he/she can do what he/she pleases and what not i just wish i wouldn't seem so helpless i guess. i mean i do what i want but most of the time i wanna be with them. so thats lame and annoying to me which yea i dont really know what to do about it nor can i really so i guess im just letting life take its course. i have a huge project to do and its due tuesday and thats no fun seeing i work tomorrrow and then monday going to universal with my sister haha so yea i need to work on it once i get off here the quiestion is if i really will i want it to rain again thats the best to hear it pouring and thunder and seeing lightning thats the greatest i love it lots. i miss joey i wont get to see him at all this whole break cuz today for example i was hangingout with friends as i wanted to do then he worked from 2-6 and i worked from 6-10 so the whole day was gone, and tomorow he works from like 2-6 again and i work from 3-8 so im hopeing we can see a movie or something and then monday im gone to universal so yea i just wanna be with him at least one day out of the 3 day weekend! thats the thing about working you cant do as you wanted as much since much more priorties and takes up all of my time. i love joey he is the greatest and all mine forever! dating for over 14 months! that makes me happy!