well i thought things were gonna get better but i guess not joey dumped me again... man he's getting pretty pro at it. esspecially when he does it at random times this time while im half asleep at freakin 2 in the morning on the phone... wow nice one yea it sucks apparently he doesn't wanan be in a serious relationship! even though we were together for almost a year and a half... but whatever he's over it but im not once again thats lame i understand him better i guess like what his reasonings were now since he told me them this time. but after everything was put out there and we talked about them and fixed it all had soem laughs and what not he still doesn't want me. so it kinda sucks. i dont really kno what its like not being with him since i was with him for so long, even when we broke up for a month like 2 months ago it didn't seem like we were broken up to begin with we were bassically together but without the title. but this time im not doing that i promise to myself. no kissing, holding hands, cuddling, laying down, sleeping etc with him no calling him the names i did no showing my feelings for him or telling him taht i love him. if i did it would just be hurting myself