wow at the moment... self- esteem - -100% feelings - -100% everything about me and how i feel towards myself - -100% didnt kno just one person could make you feel so horrible i thought i was worth more, but i guess i was wrong. its sad how many entries i have already written just on this topic in one day... uhmm i think this is the 5th... wow pathetic' it just seems the more i think about it the worse i feel and the more i have to say. i still dont understand completely were they lies? made up reasons? i dont think all of them but it seems like a lot if i really ment so much. how is it so easy to let go and more on? while im struggling to let go? i wish i ment more to you i wish it was all true instead of lies you told me i wish everything i wished, feel, love, treasure, care for, want, need, hope for, would all come true but hey lifes no fairytale... someone told me this not to long ago i thought it was sad, kinda funny, and shittttttttyyyyyyyyyyy "someone should sue disney, for making all girls believe that they have a prince." just saying my thoughts dont judge me get mad my thoughts exactly, my diary my expressions you dont like it... dont read