im trying to get over the facts that have occured to me in the past couple weeks, the lies and hiding as i recall. i need to get past them in more ways than others but it is so hard. its hard to look at you and believe every word you say when just a couple days ago and the previous weeks when i looked at you and all you said were lies. but in the end no matter how hurt i may be, i need to try and get over it. your with me, things are going to be better and the fact that nothing i can do can change the past and what happened in the last couple days which i wish didn't. i need to not dwell on the past but embrace the present. i need to be thankful for what is real right now and what is going good for me. yes the last couple weeks have been by far the worst in my life as of now, but if i get past it i can get through anything im sure of. so in the end.... stop the dwelling