well for the last week i have needed to vent on here for the longest time and it wouldn't let me until now and i dont really need to vent. well yea me n joey are doing great now we talked about everything and finally worked out some problems we were facing cuz idk im geting over my annoyance of random girl calling him constantly even tho she likes him and hes my bf and has been for like 16 months even tho we broke up for a month... but then got back together. but even to me it didn't seem like we broke up at all but he felt differently since he was the one that wanted to break up in the first place. but yea its differen't then how it was for such a long time so i just got to get used to his new friend who happens to have some major crush on him... ohh joy! but yea hes great and were great so its wonderful im finally feeling really really really good about it. i was keeping things in my head for so long (which isn't good since my brain likes to make the worst case senarios on everything possible which can make me go insane!) but yea i just dont want him giving her to much attention i kno that seems selfish but whoever read this doesn't even know me most likely or for that matter even know what im really talking about for that matter so yea they cant say shit. so bassically im happy that we worked through a lot of things and well everything thing that we needed to. and right now it sucks cuz hes doing his jazz concert but i couldn't go cuz it was only for the buena seniors for they awards or what not and i just wanted to go see him play since i havent been able to at al for as long as hes been in jazz band cuz sometime he forgets to tell meuntil last minute. or im working those times hes playing or i have no ride and nwo im this case i cant cuz i'm not a senior! and its the last one this year! ugh! i just wanna see him play! its stressful i'll say so next year! even though i get to hear him play at his house which i love since hes so amazing on the guitar and everything i love it when he plays and goodness i jsut love him period. seriously. hes everything!