well with changes in my life right now. I know now that I have to change myself. I need to be more independentin my life and not depend on other people. i love the feeling of being loved and cared for, and once i get that feeling i try hard to not let it go. i cant depend on that feeling since anything can go wrong and then fallen to pieces. i need to get my priorties straight and take care of myself first. i would always put other people first, one/ some more than others but now i nkow what i need to do. im not saying that im not going to put some infront of me cuz i know that im important and need to get everything done with myself to make sure im ok. im not comfortable with myself. i compare myself to other people way to much once i hear things. that needs to stop i care to much as im told but whatever thats not stopping. i worry to much, im learning to let things take there course and breaze on by, its very difficult at times and i tend to fight it, but lately i've been holding back on letting things get to me which im enjoying. i get hurt to easy and take things the wrong way i need to toughen up, since i kno people are going to come and go in my life and i need to accept the fact that i will get hurt by multiple people throughout my lifetime and i need to get stronger for it. i need to make myself be a better person. i havent drank inawhile which is good for my body. i believe thats all i have to say about it for now. off the top of my head thats what i need to change and im working on it. i hope it all goes smooth