never going back. dont wanna get screwed over, knowing thats all i want all that i feel all that i need. i can never go back. i cant get crushed i cant survive being killed inside over and over and over again i cant stand getting hurt i cant stand the looks the pain in every breathe the feeling i get knowning that it will never be again the way it was before it hurts, its killing me knowing that nothing can work nothing i do can to make workout knowing that someone doesnt want that meaning me and just wants to be done everything i mostly cared about just goes away.. vanishes like the wind maybe to come back again at pure chance you love me? you tell me you do. you love me then why does it seem so fake that it was pretend leading me up to a big huge' gigantic dissapointment so i will ask you again you love me? prove it? i wanna see it actions speak louder than words if you do show me this time i wont fall for your words this time i need as much as a i hate to admit it i need to see it to believe it. so if you love me PROVE IT! its done, im through the pain, moving on, going foward, trying never to stop and look back since i know that its only me whos dying from it.