today was eh, everything was fine and dandy until after lunch i "fell out of it again" i dont know why i have been doing that latly its horrible... then people start asking me whats wrong haha is sad and annoying when people u dont talk to come up and ask you whats wrong... cuz its not like they care anyways but whatever. After school i got dragged... and then michael stepped on my in a way but the sad part is it that it didnt hurt it tickled... haha it was funny... well i have a feeling this weekend is gonna suck.. im grounded. haha for lame reasons as always and this one was cuz i forgot to do the dishes one day but then to make up for it i did 2 days ( one was my sisters day of dishes cuz we have to switch off every week) so yeah my mom got pissed (which isnt really a surprise.. haha) and i got grounded but she said i can do one thing.. which i told her going to brenda starr's first show at the undergorund (if there gonna have it ) and id is playing there and i havent seen them before. so that should be fun inless she decides to cancel my plans as she likes to do. and then after i came home today i went on the computer cuz nothing better to do at my house... and read jennas comment saying WHAT ABOUT OUR DATE SATURDAY! and i was like humm whats saturday??/ trying to think so i looked what day it was and OMG its MORP... haha which sucks cuz jenna and i have been planing to go since like 1 month ago bassically or longer cuz thats the best danc e and i havent gone to any dances this year except for buenas 1st one and fths 1st one.. and MORp is the best one of the year.. so yea i cant go which idk i kinda do and kinda dont at the same time cuz yeah i got my reasons... but now im done writing in this for the time being and im gonna go walk the dogs with my dad. xoxo