hey ok people i am going to explain my disease and im real sorry if its a way long entry but i have to get it out and ya. and besides im not forcing you to read it sooo ya. ok well i have a disease called crohns disease and its in my intestines and digestive system its like ulcers in the lining of your intestines and shit. its not kewl i hate it. but it makes you real sick and you have to take all kinds of meds and your always sick and in the hospital and the doctors wont take you for the insurance because your always sick and when i end up going to the hsopital i am in there up to 8 months and the meds i take also mess with you real bad and its just not fun and you get sick and i fucking hate it and im sick right now with my 15 kidney stones i have 3 in my right one and 2 in my left and i dont want to tell my dad because he will yell at me and be all why the fuck arent you taking your meds and shit and taking care of yourself and blah blah...but i have been. really good this time and i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. this one doctor that i had before my insurance made me switch said i was supposed to die because of this disease between the ages of 14 and 15 and im 14 now and this has never happened before and im really fucking scared and i hate the hospital and i dont understand if i am dying why though. i got this new improved med and ya....well whatever i am fucking scared and i dont know what to do. they also say that crohns is triggered to flare up if you are nervous...sad...stressed..and ya. and i dunno. fuck it. i dont fucking care