i have a new diary so i wont be writing lots in here

Listening to: the rain pounding
Feeling: nonchalant
Hey fans im so bored right now…..my friend taco is asleep right now she didn’t feel good so now she is asleep..its funny….ok I was thinking and I don’t think I believe in love anymore. Its not worth it…..i mean everytime someone falls in love it will last a long time maybe or it will just not last at all and its sooo not kewl cause people just through it away and take advantage of that word and I just don’t believe it anymore…..and when people say they love me now…I freak out…. I don’t know why….ok im over that……ew its rainging soo hard my pond is over flowing…its funny. One of the fishies swam out somehow but I saved it…thank god that poor fishy…my dad wouldn’t care though just as long as his 125 dollar fish didn’t die he doesn’t want his money to go to waste…..it always does….anyways….i have a new diary name and if I didn’t comment you and tell you the name….then looks like its to bad for you because if I tell you anyways you wouldn’t be able to read it cause you have to be on my friends list….its mylittlepony….ok…..i like a girl but I don’t think shes bi or anything and its not like obsessive love or anything I just think she is soooo kewl and pretty and fun to hang out with…shes a good friend and ya……but no one knows about my little crush…….ok im going to go now. Bye leave a comment or something…… Here are some lyrics….. If you can’t stand upon the water I will see you on the ocean floor. When you blink do you only find the misery between the lines? Then take my hand and walk with me. Come to me, your sanctuary, I’ll gladly accept this gift that I’ve been granted. If you feel fine, then give I just a little time I’m sure you’ll contract my disease. Look what you’ve done to me now, you’ve made me perfect. If you can’t stand upon the earth then I will meet you on the other side. When you blink do you only find the misery weighs down under your eyes? Then take my hand and sleep with me. Take my hand I’ll be everything to you. Take my hand I’ll take everything form you. I will sleep under your skin. I will. I will hold onto your heart. I will. Now ending discreetly, just like a hidden sin, as I go under please tuck me in. Make me invisible. This hidden explosion calls for a wondering cast with no direction. Enter all monsters let us twist another fairy tale. Go kill the lights, we’ll glow till morning comes. I’ll say goodnight and bow to everyone. Then we go under. The beauties are sleeping as fruit just rots away. Today go hungry. Let it begin. Make me invincible. There was a weeping I carried down today, a sigh worth keeping. Deep within divinity let’s star another secret show. No need to worry it is just another monster. No need to fear here in the secret show. No need to worry I am just another monster. In you, I’ll see me, in the secret show. I may be ten years old but I still know what’s up. I wear my cramps shirt almost every single day. I want to sag my pants. I want to pogo dance, but mom won’t let me so I might just run away. I wanna ride my skate. I wanna stay out late,. I want a mohawk but mom won’t let me get one. I wanna go to shows. Don’t wanna pierce my nose. I want a Mohawk but mom won’t let me get one. I may be in fourth grade but I still know what’s going on. I listen to the misfits almost every single day. Don’t wanna take a nap. I want a T.V. tat, but mom won’t let me get one so I might just disobey. Sleep. I want to stay in bed all throughout the day. No one bother me. I don’t wanna open my eyes. I’ll lie here in my room. I have no need to see. No one wake me I just want to stay in bed. No one move me I just want to lie right here, right in my warm bed. ‘cause I don’t want to see tomorrow. Here I am so happy, so just leave me be. I just want to say. I do not bother you so don’t touch me. Get the fuck away!
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IM NOT ON UR NEW FRIENDS LIST!! im hurt..n dont jsut add me cuz of this comment.
[Anonymous]
ewww kenzie stop sayin eww & yes u are tryin to be cool & fit in for sure u every1 will be able to see through the fakeness sooner or later & yes u tell every1 u love them so there for ur just usein it with no meanin like u di to cambria hahah ur the LAME ONE BYE SUT!!!!!!!!!!! gosh kids dont respond to this eithe bye
[Anonymous]
hey well anyways elyse is usch a bitch she siad a bunch of mean stuff about me. i hate her so fucking much read her last diary entry and see what she said about me and do you agree with her?
[Anonymous]
HEY MOTEHR FUKER, U BETTER GO TO THE SHOW AT THE LOFT, AND COME UP TO ME, SO I KNOW WHO THE FUK U ARE!!!! DSATERDAY $7 6 OR 7 O CLOCK. PLEASE GO, SO I KNOW WHO U ARE!!!!
[Anonymous]
dont worry amanda i'm not eather. but eww whatever i dont even care.
[Anonymous]
ur a stupid lil CUNT that needs to fuckin BURN tellin shea i was callin her when it was brooke u stupid lil CUNT jsut hope i dont even see ur dumb stupid cunt ass again u lil fuckin BITCH U NED TO DIE ALREADY WITH RU stupid canser yeah thats riight u stupid BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont talk shit! & don wear patches of bands that u dont even listen to u lil emo bitch
[Anonymous]
ohh btw this is xoxlyssyxox pple got gay hacked my diary so heres my new one!! frends??
[Anonymous]
thats not cool to tell ple to die if they have cancer oh.. and learn to spell
[Anonymous]