first i am just going to tell about my day and weekend or whatever before i fucking bitch on about how much i fucking hate love. ok my weekend was bleh the wedding sucked then i spent the night at lolo;s which was kewl then today we went over to taco's house and surprised her on her bday. ya we ordered 20$ worth of taco bell and ya. we hung out and went to the park it was fun. i really want to go ice skating soon. anyone wanna go? ok. now for how much i fucking hate love, and being in love. i dont like it and i am over nick because i dont think it is kewl for being such a snot face snot head and not seeing how much he is hurting someone who really fucking loves him and i am not going to keep doing this and try to fucking chase him and win him over and shit. its not worth it and ever time i try. i try so hard and i tried so long and trying hasnt really gotten me anywhere at all. and everytime i do try i fucking get my heart ripped from my god damn chest and thrown on the ground then stomped on and i get hurt and i cry and i dont want to fucking do it anymore and i am fucking over it. i do not love nick anymore and i dont love anyone i fucking HATE love more than life itself. so fuck love up the ass because i do not need it anymore in my life. EVER.