Hi ok me and cambria have been talking and I finally opened up and told her everything stuff that I haven’t put on here and stuff. And ya. I guess we are both in love with each other and stuff and I just love that feeling I get knowing that no matter what she is there, she truly loves me for who I am and what I do, she forgives me when I mess up, she is patient, she loves me back and takes in my love instead of throwing it away, she doesn’t make me want to runaway, she makes me feel happy, worth something, wanted, I love that warm feeling inside knowing that I get to go to the place I dispize more than life itself (school) and she makes it a better place. She makes me want to live. That’s what true love is and if I could I wish I could have just one more chance to take it all back and forget about the shit that has happened and start over and be with her so we can hug and kiss and whisper I love you in each others ears. And have that feeling again. I don’t want to ever let that feeling go. I don’t want to let it go away. Its got to stay. Ok ya. I got in the hugest fight with my brother today in the front yard. Actually it was like a few hours ago. We were like inside fighting and punching and shit but my dad didn’t want us to break anything so we had to go out front so I tackled him and got him to the ground then kicked him for a while, and shit then I threw him in the pond it was great. He like pulls hair its so gay. Pussy. Ok I gtg bye bye tomorrow I am going to band practice with Lauren we are going to watch nick and Justin and zac play ok leave comment I send my love to you all