hey fans. im at laurens house right now and its 9:47pm. we just got back from hanging out with elyse and cristina and other people. tonight kinda sucked. ok first me and lauren got picked up and her dad took us to this really weird place up high in the hills near santa barbra and ya it sucked. it was so scary then we went to my house because me and lauren left everything at my house that we needed. then we went down town and saw elyse and cristina and then nick and justin and justin was sad or mad or soemthing i dunno he jsut kept saying he was tired but i think there was more. then me and cristina talked alot and me and her are exactly the same and i miss her soooo much. and its only been like 40 minutes. i was going to cry yesterday because i didnt get to see her and today if we didnt get to either but we did and im happy now. cristina is sooo nice and pretty and she deserves so much more than what she is given and what she gives. same with elyse. there such awsome great people. but i gtg ttyl leave me many comments since i have such a fan club going on here. ok byebye ps im freaking out to i think i might have an anxiety attack from not taking my meds for my skitzo im freaking out right now and i keep seeing things like people and scary shit and hearing voices fuck i hate this