im over it. im over with this stupid world. im over love im over hate im over this human race im over life. its boring. theres no point so now what i am going to do is just sit there and wait for something exciting to happen or someone exciting to come into my life. nothing has been happening. maybe i need a new drug. like acid, or or or. well thats the only drug i havent taken yet. so ya. one day i will try it and maybe my life will get better or at least interesting which ever one works for me or comes first. i have bass lessons tonight in like 25 mins but i think my dad forgot or something then i have to go to dinner for amparo's birthday. i will not dress out of what i have been wearing for the past 2 weeks. and no one can make me. NO ONE, i hate that my dad gives me shit about being a "punk". its so lame. he has so many opinions of this world and there the exact opposite of what his first one was. its like he cant make up his mind. its soooo lame. well i gtg byeness ps i think i want a boyfriend....that might make my life interesting and fun...in the bedroom...*smiles*...boys....