weird its been a while. usually i write alot but i guess not now. my cousins are over. o yay. there fun to be around there so dumb sometimes. its funny. they keep my mind off of him and other things. i dont understand. but ya. i tried to make my diary look kewl but i fucked it up. i dont care though im just gonna keep it like this until i feel like changing it again. man spring break SUCKS. im so bored and alot of gay stuff has happened. o ya. if you are my friend...will you please tell me so i know who you are? im gonna go....bake a cake. yum. ok bye bye