fuck...i hate when i get like this...i hate that my counslers make me get like this even more to..its like they make me talk about this shit and try to help me and its bringing it all up and out of me...but it makes me so fucking angry and pissed and i hate being like this...but...i wouldnt even go to counsling but my dad really wants me to so ya...in order to earn his trust and respect and blah blah i have to do this for him...EW i cant wait til its the fucking weekend and hopefully everything will work the fuck out because i just need a fuckin chill weekend with my favorite people and to get over this shitty fucking stage EW FUCK THIS SHIT IM UUUUUUUUUH FUCK IT ♥ I Want You To Know That I Miss You ♥