hi. ok my day was ok i guess. i went to school yay not then after school me and lolo took a bus to the mall and we saw brooke for the first time in person that was neat then we got off and waited for the bus to albertsons and that was ok i guess we talked to this guy and he draws really good. and then we went to zacs house and that was kind of fun...i am a lil freaked out by zac i dont like him like he likes me and ya. i like kelsey a lil bit but i cant because she is afraid of me or something and ya. then the whole nick thing but i dont think i like him like that anymore. like seriously i dont. its not worth it at all and i dont even like kelsey that much only a lil. but there is one person i truly love with all my heart. cambria. i realky wanna just try over but ya i dont know i want to ask her out again but i fink she will say no and i dont want to be rejected. it hurts. ok ya. this weekend is going to be fun. oooooommmmmmggggg. ok when me and lauren were leaving zacs house...zacs dad gave us a ride to albertsons which is like a block away from his house instead of us walking and his dad had one of those red laser things and he was pointing it at the picketers and they got all kinds pissed off and were like yelling at us and were all like "well no wonder look what there raising" they were talking about me and lauren i wanted to punch them in there mouths or pulverize there ugly faces. they were sooooo gay but ya i gtg ttyl bye bye leave me love in my comments my fan mail...wow alot of fans...............................................................................................................................................................not to the person that asked why i think she would say no....well because shit has happened and its alot of stuff that i dont think i am allowed to say without her permission but i really do want to and i just want to be with her forever. ok bye bye im confused so leave me comments on help for what i should do!!!! only if you want ok bye