Ok..So..I Still Feel Like Shit And Its Not Getting Any Fucking Better...So Tomorrow I Am Going To See My Specalist Dr. Tipton Yay In The Fucking Valley...I Will Be Away From All Humanity...For Who Knows How Long...Well...I Dont Know What To Think Of That... Except There Are A Few Things That Fucking Blow About It... 1. That Means This Weekend Is Off...And Every Other Weekend Or Something I Go To My Moms House And Kinda Have A Party With A Few Friends But...Not This Weekend... 2.Which Brings Me To My Problem Number 2...I Wont See Matt For Even Longer And I Wont Talk To Him Either...I Dont Know How I Can Manage This Long...Yet Longer... 3.I Wont Get To See Kelamie, Ben, Beth, Erin, Jose, Or Anyone Else That Get Me Through These Days...Fuuuuuck. 4.Shit I Am Going To Be In The Valley FUCKED UP Off Of Demeral And Whatever Other The Medicine They Usually Give Me...Which I DO NOT Have A Problem With At All... 5. I Have To Get Surgery On My Fucking Nose...Ya Thats Right...I Ate A Cookie That My Friend Made WIth Mary Jane..Fuck It WAs Chocolate Chip...Ok I COULDNT RESIST...Anywyas..So I Was At School And I Opened My Locker And WAM BAM THANK YOU MA'AM Smacked Myself In The Fuckin Face Then My Books Fell On ME tOO..SO Now I Have a HYmaTomIAN Or Something...A Blood Clot That They Couldnt Drain...ya To Make It Worse...I Was Tripping aLl Day And The Night Before i Talked To Matt Alnight...Ya FuCkiN iDiOt 6.I Wont Have A Computer Again! Fuck I Will Make My Dad Take Me His Lap Top... If I Think About It...It Might Not Be That Bad...I Will Be Alone...As ALways...We Will See..Ok Byee