*Sigh* Hey peoples. today sucked royal ass, I got up early and was all excited to get my new glasses but mom and dad weren't home and didn't get home till 3:30 and while they were gone my sister was reading my cousins journal and she had said that my uncle tim died today, 1st i didn't really know what to think so i put it out of my head. So when mom an dad got home my mom had told me that my uncle really died last night. it was weird, last nite i had a panic attack and i didn't know why so i think thats why i had one, in a way i knew what had happend. The funeral is wednesday and i wont be going to co-op (shock), this many make me a bad person but right now i really wish i had someone more then ever. I dont know how i feel about anything right now *Sigh* so any ways with my mom being upset my dad took me out to get my bus pass, and grocery shopping, and get my glasses! so we got my bus pass, and the groceries and while we were their i called the vision center and the center ended up being closed! so i was pissed, then dad ended up randomly taking us ouy for dinner. and now i'm here. i think im gonig to stay on a little long (msn) then im going to go shower, watch t.v and go to bed...Damn school tomorrow *Sigh* so for now ~*~Razor Blades And Pocket Knives - Emo Slut~*~