Ok....so today was aqward, nothing much really happened, we had presentations of are digital portfolios in photography today and I'm almost positive i failed it *sigh* so after that i came home, hung out with my sis, i felt like complete shit, did yesterday but not this bad, tried to nap but it failed, not going into as to why i couldn't,so after being stoned of cough syurp all day i went out with my mom and got sum wicked bright green nail polish so that was fun, when i got back i continued to talk to danielle *been talking to her all day* and also talked to my Wife and foster Child! i love my disfunctional family! I've been wondering if anyone feels like same way about this: Do you ever wish relationships where like those retro sitcoms you know "well mary-sue would ya wear my pin so everyone would know that your my girl?" and the girls would respond with like a "Golley-Gee" or something. I wish life was like that it seem somuch more less complcated....*sigh* only in my dreams....I don't actually know what to do with my life, things i'm all set to do i get so scared i get nauous an fell like i'm going to barf. I'm so afraid to get hurt i block out the people that could hurt me and its like i refuse to let them into my inner cycle *sigh* i wish i knew what was wrong with me...*sigh* well its 2am and im trired and feel like im going to be sick so for now ~*~Razor Blades & Pocket Knives- Emo Slut~*~