Sigh. Sigh.
Fuck I fucking hate stupid cunt life.
Today was werid, I don't exactly know how to explain it....
I got up, fell asleep, straightened my hair, did my make-up, Got dressed & ate breakfast.
Teddy Geiger - For You I Will
So I got to school, on time and Noelle asked me if I was doing gym an when I said I was and asked why she wanted to know she told me Marina & Kaitlyn weren't doing it today so I said "fuck that then" and sat out with them=)....So I finally got up the balls to tell Kaitlyn that Alex & I were back together...and she took it about as well as I suspected she would have. "Guys, I have some news and I know you won't really be happy about it but I don't really care. Alex and I are back together, we've been back together for about a week." Kaitlyn groned and Marina asked if he was actually gunna act like a boyfriend and I told her he all ready was. But whatever,
Relient K - Let It All Out
That's finally outta the way...I kinda came to relize that I don't care if they aprove or not anymore. If they don't, then they dont and they dont care that I'm happy. and if they do then that's great, less stress for me. Oh well I'm happy and I really do love him♥.
Gym was boring, We sat out and I kept score, Then Billy put on the old From first To Last cd and I was really getting into it then this loser fggt kid took the cd off and put on fggt ho-down music, followed by stoner music then some crazy music.....gay.
So in math I got help form my teacher so I'm not so lost but I'm still pretty confused, the unit test thing is tomorrow and I think I should be ok. *fingers crossed*
"reach out to me
make my heart brand new
every beat will be for you
for you"[Relient K - Let It All Out]
Lunch was average, their was more talking then yesterday, but it felt, like, akward...I donno, good news, the annoying chick wasn't their today=), Also Matt was hella high and we all made fun of him and put him in the Imagnary box and left him in it and he was sooo tripping out, we left the box on him and just opened a window on it, he was freaking! It was a good thing he showed up because we all kinda cheered up *Lol*
Relient K - Be My Escape
After lunch was home studies, Matt still thought he had the box on him so I kept tripping him out=). No Linds again so I had no one to talk to about shit, Matt was usless b/c he was so wasted. But me and Britnee talked about shit which was fun, like old times=), So miss Pro finally told me what I was doing and she helped me with what I was doing and shes going to help me more on it tomorrow before my Co-op interview and when I get back from my interview.=)
So after class I was on my way back to my locker, I wasn't really in a happy mood, So I looked really down, I got to see Alex[♥],
Relient K - I So Hate Consequences
But because of my down-ness I only said Hi to him in a depressing mood, I felt like a bitch for doing it so after I was in more of a down mood. Good going Heather...
=(sigh.=(
Anyways got to my locker, talked to the "family" then went to class.
English, first class back from New York, figures the one day that I come back, we have the big 100 mark Flowers For Algernon test. oh well the test was pretty easy and I ended up getting 85 out of 100 which is, yep you guesssed it 85%, Go me=) After we did the test and marked it, we didn't do anything else for the calss...Tomorrow we start Macbeth Yay for all ready reading it..
Fort Minor - Where'd You Go
After class, I went back to my locker, got my shit, waited for Matt to get his shit, said bye to the "family" and we walked home, On my way out I seen Chelsey and she yelled "HI HEATHER" and I walked past her and said "Chelsey!," her-"What?" me-"Your hot!" her-"So are you!" then we did are "moves" and me & Mattie left.
Walking home was fun Mattie made me laugh and we talked about the old times at Harmony....It was a trippy ride down memory lane...Did cheer me up tho.=)
Anyways, I got home, let my dog out, went to the bathroom to check my make-up because it always comes off during school, then I got a drink and went to talk to my dad.
Relient K - Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
So I told my dad about my test and he said he was really proud of me=)
Then the good news just kept coming...NOT!
So my father told me the best news *sarcasim* and guess what kids, My Father Is Dying. Ya that's right='( He told me that his Blood Pressure is all fucked up, His Liver is failing, and His Heart is failing and so I asked him what that ment and he didn't really give me an answer, He just told me, "Don't pick out a christmas gift for me just yet." which, [for the retards], means he doesn't think he's going to live long enough to get to Christmas... So needless to say I went into shock,
Rosette - Crushed
And when I got away for my dad, I went up to my room and bawled my fucking eyes out...Super day for me right? ya anyone who says yes to that is a heartless bastard and I hope you burn in "hell."
So after I spent like 2hrs alone from everyone, blasting my music, I went on msn to check my email, and when I signed on and changed to my name to "My Dads Really Sick:'(", Alex poped up and asked me what was wrong with him and I told him everything, he was so concering it was amazing I told him that I was gunna go lay down and that I loved him and he said he loved me to and if I needed anything I was to call him,
Thrice - Music Box
And then he said I should try to get some rest then said he loved me again, and I went away. He's the best, I love him♥. So tonight I plan on doing nothing, possibily some home work but I donno. I'll see how I feel.
But speaking of how I feel, I think I'm gunna go lay down.
16 Days till the Fall Out Boy Concert♥
So for now...
Stay Chemical!
~*~Razor Blades & Pocket Knives-Emo Slut~*~
P.s: I Love You.