*Sigh* today was......hmm i dont actally know, im still really confused of my uncle thing and the more i think of it, think of him, the more i feel like crying. First day back at school and co-op school was really boring and it felt like it was dragging on, and really it didn't even feel like i was gone for 2 weeks, so that was lame, it was nice to see people again but thats all i missed, So after the long break from hanging with Danielle it was great to hang with her again and tell her everything, i missed it, this next part is going to surprise most people but i actually had a really good day at work!, i talked to the calender lady, told my boss about my holiday, and why i wasn't going to be thier wednesday and she just gave me a hug and asked if i was ok and if i wanted to talk, i didn't but it was nice for an adult to ask how i was during this whole thing. So we did get a shipment but it was mostly I.S.T's so that took no time, but the ass holes at the other fairweather had the wrong censors on them so Britney had to run the over to Le Chateau get them off lol, for the most part i was their i was hanging with Jenna in mens talking about pimpin' and dani filth and other shit i wont go into lmfao, so when i got home nothing happend, mom started food then we went clothing shopping and to get my glasses, so i got a new shirt and i like it, wanted another one too but mom said no. So when we went to get my glasses the fuckers said they wouldn't give them to me until i had an eye exam "FUCK!" so tomorrow my mommy's taking me to lenscrafters to get me an eye exam and if i really need glasses for other then fashion purposes then she'll get me really nice ones, So as for right now im really starting to get tired seeing as last night i only got an hour worth of sleep. so i think im going to bed early. So i've been thinking *Never a Good Thing* and i've been writing and listing to really sad love songs and other sad songs so now i feel even worse about having no one....i honeslty feel like im going to die alone and i have all these fucked feelings and............. oh never mind im so hopeless im done so for now ~*~Razor Blades And Pocket Knives-Emo Slut~*~