"Now you say you're lonely
You cry the whole night through
Well, you can cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you"[Julie London - Cry Me A River]
Ok....
So the smart thing to do is move on?
What if I can't.
Then what?
*sigh* this love shit is so fucked up.
Sometimes I just want to live a life without love, so theirs no heartache, no pain, but then I think about it... A life without love is horrible. No matter how much it hurts and everything, without it, theirs no romance, no relationship joy, no nothing. what's the point of that?
*sigh* I just don't know now.
I sopose I should just be happy for him, so I'm going to be happy for him.
Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out
I'm going to keep telling myself that I'm happy from him untill I believe it. Wonder how long that'll take.
"One True Love." Ha. Easier written the done. If you think it's ment to be and it's really not, how do you react? what happens then? what happens if it really is ment to be?
Gah! I don't know...I'm putting pointless thoughts into my head, making me feel worse,
I got to work on that.
~*~Emo Entry~*~
Well today was kinda crappy.
Me & mom didn't hang out, she went to the bike show with dad. so I was all alone untill 3-3:30 [that's when my sister came home.] So when she got home, we got dinner, then after dinner ppl came over for like 10 mins then left so then me & Gin went for a walk with the pup.
Ne-yo - So Sick
The walk was alot of fun, we took the dog to the park and he went down the slides and ran around the park, me an my sis were chaceing him around the park it was fun. So we walked up to the movie store and she rented 2 movies and I rented to movies.
I rented Undiscovered & Saw II. Undiscovered was a really good movie, I think I'm gunna buy it on DVD. It was about this song writer who makes it big, falls off the radar and falls inlove with his like "soul mate" It was sweet.
The Used - It's Hard To Say
Saw II was your standard horror movie, parts of it actually freaked me out *lol*. I didn't like how it ended. But it didn't confuse me like the first one did *lol*...But all in all a good horror flick=)
Stacie Orrico - Stuck
So during the movies and after the movie, I was reorginazing my picture wall, which i'm STILL not done, But it's looking alot better!
Other things happend, but I'm too...umm...Lazy/Tired/Hurt/Confused. To say what happend...Love is just so FUCKED!
The Used - Yesterday Feelings
Well enough with this shit I'm going to bed.
Stay Chemical...
So For Now...
~*~Razor Blades & Pocket Knives-Emo Slut~*~
&gottalovegerard;
♥_Katie