Alright so I has yet again been forever since I've updated. But I have decided that I need to get this out somehow and noone is around to talk to about it. So the major thing that's changed is that Alex and I are no longer together, and this is why I feel the need to talk. It's been about six weeks since we broke up and to be honest, I'm glad we did. I don't care how bad that sounds. I don't think a relationship should be bitching at your partner every other fucking day. So six weeks ago, alex got pissed at me for going to see Danielle and he said we were over. Then I act like I'm fine, cause I was, and he starts saying he made a mistake and blah blah blah i love you blah blah. But I told him I didn't want to get back together, cause I was done with fighting and being put down. Now I'm not saying that I didn't fight back or put him down. Cause you know, It's a two-way street. But I have a limit to what I can take, and I reached that limit. So I started seeing a new boy. and he's so great, he's sweet, funny, and he like my best friend! And to say the least, Alex wasn't happy about that. But I told him it was too bad cause I'm aloud to move on. So for the past six weeks he kept calling and texting me and saying all this shit about how he loves me and wants me back and how he doesn't want to live without me. Then tonight I'd had enough and I was tired of sparing my feelings for his and I layed everything out on the table and I said it'd be better if we didn't talk anymore. After we got off the phone we got off the phone he called my cell back which i didn't answer cause it wasn't near me, he left a message and said he couldn't keep his promise to me. So I told my mom and she told me to call his parents so I did, and once they talked to him about it, he texted me asking why I cared. So I didn't answer it cause I just couldn't get into round 2 with the state I was in at the time. So now my parents are all worried about me and shit that they are taking some precautions with this kind of shit. Which sucks espically cause I don't know everything they have in mind. So yea...I'm just having a fucking S-U-P-E-R night! I also had plans for tomorrow but I don't know whats going on. Noone is responding to me. I'm so fucking upset right now and the only person I've got to talk to is Adam. And Adam, is just amazing. I love that boy to death. He always knows exactly what to say to cheer me up. I owe him alot. Anyways my eyes are puffy and I'm tired so I'm off to go dream horrible nightmares no doubt. Maybe Edward is in my room protecting me and watching me fight in my dreams. [Twilight Fans Will Understand.] Untill later, Be Safe.