What Do You Do, When You've Got Nowhere Left To Hide?

Listening to: AFI - Prelude 12/21
Well, It's been like over a week, I'm bored, so I figured, hey why not, lets update. Well, let me just get something out there. Does "God" or whomever controls fate, hate me? Or do they just like to watch me sqirm? This like past month or 2, I've seem to have nothing but bad luck. The only thing that isn't fucked up, is Me & Alex [♥], And my friends [that I have left.] I really mean this, I used to have alot or friends, and I like really trusted them. I told them everything. AFI - Miss Murder And the thanks I got was being called a "fake" or whatever. Sorry I decided to be my own person. Guess they didn't want a friend, they just wanted a sheep. Now I'm down to the friends that have remaind true, through and through. And for that I say this to you guys, I love you. Thank-you for being here for me when I needed you. It's nice to see people actually like me for who I am and what I stand for. "I Am What I Am. I Change For Noone." Three Days Grace - Gone Forever The past 2 days [July 12 & 13] have been one of the worst days I've had in a long time, The 12th started out great, I spent the whole day with Alex, then when mum picked me up, it all went down hill. My sister and I got into a huge fight and I got to the point where I almost said fuck this and left the house and I wasn't coming back, at least not for that night. She completely went off on me, saying shit like "You're a failure" "A total fuck-up" "Grow the fuck up" Panic! At The Disco - There's a Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought of It Yet So after that little "tiff" we didn't speak. Then later when I was on my way to bed, I noticed that she went into my room and took something from me. I said thanks for going in my room and then she almost broke my mirrior and all this and went off and started saything the same shit. "Grow up! maybe then you can stop being such a fuck up." At the time of this fight, I was on the phone with Alex, and after I had to get out of the house. So I sat on my deck and cried. It was great, Crying on my deck with my cell in one hand all alone, except my amazing, Dixi Chicks - Not Ready To Make Nice and I mean amazing boyfriend was talking to me, making me feel better, just cheering me up and stuff, He's the greatest. He knew exactly what to say to make me feel better. The next day, I woke up to my mom saying that a possible job was on the phone and here I thought "Finally, some good new comes my way." So it was Dollarama, and she asked if I could come in for an interview at 9:00am [this was 7:00am] so I said yes and so I got ready. Mum dropped me off and I went to the interview, Daniel Powter - You Had a Bad Day And it seemed to be going great and she ever said that I'd definatily be getting a call within the next few hours with her answer. So I left in the best mood, I even went out with mum to get my SIN number. If you didn't know you need a birth certificate, and I went there thinking that mine was in my wallet like it's always been, so I get up to the desk, my form is filled out and everything, and the guy asks for my birth certificate. So I go into my wallet, and was it in there? OF CORSE NOT!!!! So I end up looking like an ass, going back home to get it, only to find it like within 5 mins of walking through the door, only to go right back out to do it again. So I got their, gave them everything, waited to be taken into the back room when the person fills out all your info. The only good part about it was a)I now offically exist to the government, and b) the guy that helped me was a metal head [kinda cute] and his last name was SKELTON!!!! AFI - Prelude 12/21 So that made my day. So I went shopping, and I was tired as all hell, and I still am. AFI - Miss Murder Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp Nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Can you tell I'm tired? lol. Well today I'm going to see Nickelback & Three Days Grace!!!!!! I'm soo happy about it too. The best part is I'm going with Alex [♥] ANDDDDD Tomorrow I'm going to see PANIC! AT THE DISCO!!!!!!!!!! I'm sooooo happy about it eeeeeeeee [excited!!!!!] Also seeing that with Alex (= Well, I'm extreamly tired so that's it for me and now I'm off to bed. Good night everybody(= So for now............ Stay Chremical!♥ ~*~Razor Blades & Pocket Knives-Emo Slut♥~*~
P.s.: I Love You Alex♥
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I LOVE A.F.I!!!
Miss Murder roxs!

** Just don't say goodbye****Katie**