Today! I was a filibuster. I love it when you go against the whole crowd. This really paid off too. I can't believe it was a unanimous vote for nay. I love life when you conquer what you set out to win. It's amazing. I really surprised my teacher too. I think it's funny that as much as I annoyed my classmates...they thought it was cool too. Everyone just wanted their bill passed. They didn't care that Sarah's didn't make it. Oh well...not like I'm heart broken. That was definitly a new experience. I'm not sure whether I mind this new mood. It's weird. I know who I love, but is it ok for me to date other boys? What if I mess up everything? We're not going out. It hurts like hell, but what if I actually do date other boys? Then where will I be? I don't want to lose him, but can I date other boys? What about kiss? That might be weird. It's not like I will always be under the influence. for any of you who don't understand that...don't ask. It's to complex. I need to find something big to accomplish. Maybe I could try and do some extra work at school.