I'm so sick... goy goy goy... I think I'm getting across to crap...I forgot his code name...I'll go back and look it up. MA! insert that before crap though... I have to think things through for such a long time. I think about it and then it takes me time to actually do it. I asked Emily to pass the OJ, but it wasn't until after her and Nate poured their glasses that I asked Nate to pour me some...I'm so slow. I feel like everything has been bent down a notch. I don't even know how I'm writting this so fast...it's probably just going to end up being just a bunch of muddly thoughts pasted to a page...help us all...Natalie isn't thinking...what happens when a person stops thinking? I dunno...I've been thinking some really weird thoughts...I told LR about them...I wonder what He'll say to it. I hope he doesn't say anything actually...that would be really awekward. I need a hug! I'm going to be working over 20 hours this next week. It should be interesting. I don't mind. Hopefully me and Ayana can figure out what we don't know. I don't want Sabrina to get mad at us again. I swear she goes around looking for things we did wrong. That's probably a good thing though. That way we don't poison all the people...I dunno. At least I'm trying to end my thoughts...sheesh...and just like I thought...that one boy didn't call me. That's ok though. I hope LK and I can be friends. That could be good for me. I need as many friends as I can get right now. Help us all if I just fall over the edge and disappear...GOY! I really am having some mental issues. I don't like being sick...get it out of me! I'm taking medicine. No I'm not taking 7 herbs, does that surprise anyone? I was wondernig who left the comment and why it needed to be anonymos...weird ppl these days. j/k...I'm gonna go to bed now...or at least try to.