So I started hanging out with Sean. He's cool, but I'm not as attracted to him as he is to me. So I backed off...I was his first kiss. He made me laugh. I could be myself around him. I just wish it was a better timing. I'm in Creative Writing and having so much fun with it. Reeder is a funny man. PE was funny, cuz I told the teacher I couldn't do everything. She made me get a doctors note and it read, "has had major surgery should be excused from running and abdominal muscle strengthening exercizes"...it was funny. That is by far the best way to get out of that forced labor they give you a grade on to get you "fit." Stupid educational mentor idiots... I have full tuition to Snow because of my ACT. I'm going. I am still waiting for the music department to get ahold of me...I hope I get a scholarship from there...*sighs* Mom and I are going down there to register for classes and look at housing this month. Scary! I'm growing up. I'm hoping to work in Jackson this summer...let's see how that goes. I have an interview tomorrow. I hope I don't get sucked into partying! sincerely...Natalie M.