I swam about 150 yds using only my arms today. I hurt just a little bit. Saturday was sooo fun! I can't believe ppl can have that much fun when they are in mourning. That's ok though...I might decide to stop mourning. It's not getting anywhere and I can't handle it any more. I'm ready to move on. If I date someone else that is leaving soon then I can feel good, because I'll get over him and at the same time not get to stuck on anyone else. The blind date worked out better than we could have planed! I love my friends. I think I'd really like to go on a date with that boy again. He's a good example to me. And he's a cute boy...that's always a plus. I hope he was serious about a second date. OH JOYOUS!