you guys are all mean! i wrote the longest entry i've had in a while, and not one single person commented :( that makes me super sad oh k well anyway, i went to my trailer today, it was pretty awesome i got to hang out with kayla and meet her b/f finally. but during the 2 hours there and bac i had a lot of thinking time :( and i hate thinking time. i thought about so many different things, my friends, my life, my future, and my b/f. some of the thoughts were not very good and thats y im wishing i didnt have thinkin time :(. i really dont know wats going on right now. well i do but i wish i didnt. i know wat i SHOULD do but i cant do it, i just..cant. i dont even know if its wat i want to do. in a way i guess it is, but than again its not. therefor i guess i dont know. its just not at all the way i thought it would be...Oo, omg i pressed a button and now my interest is really really messed up. thats all bye.