okay, well im feelin much better since my last entry so thats good. i honestly dont know why im updating this right now, especially considering the fact that i can only type with my left hand. but w/e, im managing. so ya i went to bes like 15min ago but i couldnt sleep. i just tossed and turned so i guess thats y im here now. ...wow i completely forgot wat i was gonna write, it probably wasnt importand but oh well, an entry is an entry right?. well i've been thinkin a lot lately bout the choiuce i have to make this weekedn, and im still undecided. only a few no wat im talkin bout but oh well. everyday its a different decision and a different feeling so i dunno wat im gonna do. oh k well im getting tired again so i guess i'll try to go back to bed. hope u enjoyed this pointless entry