okay well looks like its time for another update. this weekend has kinda been a let down. i was supposed to go up to bancroft and spend the weeekend with Sheldon, but that didnt happen due to the storm they got up there. also cuz i kinda caused 3200 dollars worth of damage to my moms car. but oh well, there always next weekend. or so im hoping anyway. Keiths car blew up today though so he kinda has no way of gettin back to oshawa this week, but sheldons dad is gonna lend Keith the truck to pick me up on friday. Keith probably will, but i dunno. Anyway, i dont really know wat else there is to write. i havetn been sleeping wel lately. like for the past week i havent been able to sleep, like although im relaly tired during the day, wen the night time comes im just wide awake, and i tend to get headaches at night now as well, probably jsut form the lack of sleep but w/e. IU actually slept today though, for bout 10 hours, but i still have a headache. oh well, i'll manage. Today i hung out with adam meaghan amanda and thomas, and seeing adam and meaghan together made me realize how much i wish Sheldon was down here :( i really dont know wats goin on with him and bancroft. Like he said hes moving down here but he doesnt know when. And keith tells me that hes talkin bout moving down here after the new year so im excited for that. But then lastnight his dad told me that Sheldon doesnt like the city, cuz hes too much of a country boy, so i dont know wats goin on. i dotn know if hes moving down here or not. I really hope he is cuz its hard enough not beign able to see him and we just started dating, so down the road it'll just be even worse. But im not gonna bug him bout moving or anything cuz hes going through a rough time now so im not about to make matters worse. And i know its harder on him not beign able to see me than it is for me, cuz he cares about me sooo much. and he likes me sooo much, more than i like him, and i know that. im not saying i dont like him though, so dont take it that way, lol, cuz obviously i liek him :) ¢¾ we have so many small things in common that its kind of creepy. like we have the same fav cereal, colour, and cookie. lol, see just little things, but its the little things that count right :) okay well i think thats it. actually no its not. i have to do a shout out to ADAM HAZE!! because hes sooo cool. lol, ya he told me to do this. he woulda came to my house and murdered me if i didnt :( hes such a mean child :( lmao. anyway, lastnight adam haze asked me to tell him a story that inculded a lawn gnome, a disco ball, and a bottle of orange soda, and this was the story i told: once upon a time there was a little snail whos best friend was a lawn gnome. However, one day the snail decided he needed a new best friend. So he went to dollarama and bought a disco ball. from this day on the snail and the disco ball became best of friends. this made the lawn gnome very jealous, so he decided to get revenge on the disco ball. He went into snail's fridge and grabbed a bottle of orange soda, a disco balls worse enemy, and poured it all over the disco ball while snail wasnt looking. after this, snail investigated what happeend and wen he came to the conclusion that it was the jealous lawn gnome that did it, he took away his pointy hat. This upseted the poor little lawn gnome and he ran away forever and ever. THE END