oh k well i hadnt updated in a bit so i decided to. its been like wat? a week? who knows. not much has happened lately. everything seems to be goin weirdly. i just havent been myself at all lately. but i dont know why. for example. thursday night i came home from night school and my mom said somehting and i got pissed off so i started yelling and her an crap then she yelled bac and was lik go to ur room and dont come out blah blah blah. so i was like w/e, went up to my room put my music on, and cuz i was really pissed, i punched my bed post! like wat the hell! since wen do i punch things. but ya my middle nuckle and the one next to it is bruised now, i guess thats wat i get. anyway, i was all in a self pity mood for the rest of that night for some odd reason. and than yesterday (friday) i wanted to get out of the house and get away from my mom. so finally around 7 i got out and walked to cavells than meaghan picked us up and we went to andrews. we watched two movies, the first little while we were there was pretty kool, but that didnt last long. i became really quiet and distant towards the end of the first movie. im nto gonna go into why, andrew and cavell know some of it, but i dont wanna explain the rest, i'll just end up upsetting myself. we all left around midnight, wen it was like pouring rain, and me and cvaell ran around in the rain and it twas fun. lol oh k so today me and cavelly went to the Y. we played basketball than went swimming, this little kid was all liek 'can i play with you guys' and he like asked for hugs and crap, it was odd. so ya today was kool i suppose tomaro is easter, which is gonna blow cuz my grandparents r comin over, ugh. but that means money. and money means nikkis can finally go on her shopping spree!! yay. which will happen on monday i think. so ya thats all i ahve to write. im starting to liekt his diary more now that no one uses it anymore. im just odd like that :)