Last night wen i got home and started talkin to randy and i realized how important it is to have someone. and wen i say "have someone" i dont mean a boyfriend or girlfriend. i mean a friend, a close friend. someone to talk to about your troubles, someone to cheer you up wen your down, and someone that will just be there for you wen u need them. sure u are all probably thinking that thats wat a b/f or g/f does as well, but wat happens wen theres something goin on between you and ur b/f or g/f u'll need a friend to talk to. a friend that will say more than "i see" or "ok" soemone that will actually give u advice and tell you wat you should do. thats where a close friend would come in and make u feel less shitty. i realized all this last night wen i really needed someone but no one was there for me. there was no one to help me feel better. sure i have friends that i can talk to, but none that im really that close to and can tell EVERYTHING to. I used to have a few really close friends that i would call my best friends, but then i just kind of parted away from eachother. and now i have no one. so my advice too all of you is to hang onto your friendships, dont let anything or anyone come between you and your 'best' friend because one day you'll need them. and they may not be there for you, or you may not have anyone there for you. friendships are an important part of life, and something that everyone needs. oh k well that was my wonderful meaningful entry. and now none of u have an excuse not to coment cuz theres plenty to comment on. which means u cant use the excuse 'theres nothing to comment on" haha