there should be a mood thats 'questionable' cuz thats my mood now. i just realized during my basketball game today that i dont even know why i play basketball. theres not a single person in my family that plays it, so i didnt get it form them. and im aweful at it so its not like im all super pro star and play cuz im awesome at it. i know i enjoy playing it but wats the point? i suck at it. im just one of those players that no one notices, the players that just play the game, dont get many points, and are just there to fill up the team. and im not even an intimidating player so i cant 'scare' people either. i also realized that i must be pretty stupid to have an e-mail that says 'basketball star' because its not true, nowhere even close. i think i just like to make my self think that im good at basketball, but the truth is im not, im horrible at it. i dont even know why i consider myself 'athletic' when really im not, liek i play hockey as well but its not ice hockey or anything, i play stupid ball hockey, and once again im horrible at that also. i also play badminton as well, and i'll admit im decent at that, but honestly how much effort and skill does it take to play badminton..none, its not even a real sport so me saying im athletic or playing sports in general is just pointless. i know i say this now and crap and i know the truth is i'll continue to play these sports and make an idiot of myself with my horrible'ness but this is just how i feel about all this crap so w/e. bah. dont even bother reading this cuz its stupid anyway.