all right well, i figured it was about time for an update seeing ass how its been about a month since my last one. Alright so hmm, wats changed since my last entry. well i have a few things to talk about. 1) well for starters jesse and i broke up, but i guess he knew all along that would happen eventually. that was actually almost 2 months ago so w/e. the onyl thing that sucked was that i waited almost 3 months for a relationship that only lasted a month, but oh well, it was worth it i suppose, i dont regret it or anything so its all good. 2)I realized over this month (actually i realized a few weeks ago) that i cannot mix weed and alcohol, it didnt end very well for me, and at one point my friend was in tears becuase she was so scared for me. but atleast now i know right. i cant gaurantee i wont do it again, but i cna promise i wont do it again like i did a few weeks ago, that was just effin insane! 3)basketball season is almost over, we have a few more games and then finals and were done. which means im done forever. it really sucks though, cuz i love basketball so much, and no one knows this, but i actually contimplated coming back an extra semester just so i could play for one more year. it just really bums me out that these are my last few games before im done :( 4)I have realized lately that everyone seems to be coupling off. i actually feel kinda left out. like as much as im enjoying being single, i jsut kinda miss having someone to hold me and care about me. Like 3 different people have told me that i should date dave, but dave and i are just friends, and thats kinda all i wanna be with him, i dunno. i just kinda miss the feeling i got wen i knew that someone was always there for me (aside from my friends) so ya thats about all i can think of right now.