okay well i figured i should update. theres not much to say. my life is just so busy right now, i dotn have time for anythign anymore. im working like 4 or 5 days a week. usually monday - thursday 2-10. so i come home from school at like 12:30ish. then i have an hour where i do as much homework as i can before i get ready for work, then wen i come home at 10, i shower then im normally up till 1am doing watever homework i have left. then i usually go to bed. but i cant sleep. i dont know why. during the week wen i work and crap i jsut cannot sleep. but then the weekend comes aorudn and i sleep forever.however for the last few weekend i've being goin up to see sheldon. so im workign all week then gone all weekend. i have no time for anythign anymore. i cannot remember the last time i hung out with my friends. it just seems so long ago. i miss them, its hard to balance school, work, friends, bf. like it wouldnt be as hard if my bf lived down here and crap, btu he doesnt, so we try to make up for it by talkin all the time, which isnt as much now that im working so much, but still. i dunno, everythign just seems so hectic right now. i cant even imagine wat it'll be liek next month wen i start hockey. i shoudl probably wrap this up cuz of course theres other things i shoudl be doing right now, such as my math homework, calling sheldon, and putting away my clothes. oh ya, im gonna buy a car, im excited :) and im excited for prom weekend + prom, its gonna be awesome. im not excited to graduating though. but i am excited for college in the fall :D