im bored so i decided to write a corny entry on the boy i love so if u dont wanna hear bout this than stop reading. lol I love this boy... and his name is Sheldon Mathew Stone, and i love him with all my heart and soul. i've never met anyone like him before. he makes me so happy. He makes me feel like nothing in the world could possibly go wrong wen he is there by my side. he has seen me at my best, and at my worst. When im at my worst he is there for me. whether it is talking to me, or holding me in his arms and telling me everything is gonna be okay. i have also seen him at his worst as well as his best. seeing him in tears was enough to make me tear slightly. and when im sad, i can see the sadness in his eyes. As you all know sheldon and i have a long distance relationship. but its not that bad. we see eachother as much as we can, and so far its been awesome. because of the love we have for eachother we have made it 3 months so far doing this long distance thing. Of course, not beign able to see eachother for 2 weeks gets hard and we miss eachother terribly. but we talk to eachother every single night for many hours so thats good. and we e-mail eachother through out the day, and talk on the phone whenever we get a chance to. plus we both have webcams so we kinda get to see eachother wen we talk on msn. of course its not the same as seeing eachother in person but still. Anyway, i'll admit normally im a jealous person. and i get paranoid when im in a relationship. but with sheldon its different. even though we are 2 hours away, i dont feel paranoid. i know that he loves me and that he would never do anythign to ruin our relationship. this i know for a fact. and for me to feel this safe and secure in a relationship is suprising. Although at times wen i look at him, i'll admit it, i wonder why he is with me. He is an amazing looking guy, has an aweosme personality, and a sweet muscular body ;). And i look in the mirror and see myself. Not very good looking and on the larger side of life. So it makes me wonder why he is with me. but no matter how much i think of why he is with me, being in his arms just makes that feeling go away. When he holds me in his arms it doesnt even matter to me that he is much better looking than i am and everything, i know that he loves me so much and i love him, and that is the important part. In the past some people have had me give a description of love, as have some of those stupid myspace surveys. anyway, the one thing that i always put was "love is when you dont want to go to sleep becuase reality is better than any dream you could possibly ever have" i used to just write that becuase it sounded neat and true. but i now know that that is definately a way of describing love. when sheldon and i see eachother, we stay up all night. usually we get bout 4 hours of sleep if that. we stay up past 4:00am, holding eachother in our arms and talking. Neither of us want to sleep, we jsut want to spend the time with eachother beign awake. and as tired as we are, we still say "im not tired" when the other person asks if were tired yet. obviously at 4:00am ur bound to be tired, but you ignore it because u dont want to sleep. you just wanna spend time with the one you love. and then when you finally do fall asleep in there arms its not long after that that u wake back up. and falling asleep in there arms and waking up in them is just an amazing feeling. Sheldon is definately my dream boy. He always knows exactly what to say to me to make me feel better. He knows when something is bothering me, even if he cant see my emotions, he can tell my wat i say and how i say it. I feel so comforatable around him. i dont have to act like soemone else. i just act like myself. We joke around with eachother all the time, which i like being able to do in a realtionship. We just like to have fun. And everytime we are together we have fun. Were always smiling and laughing and just enjoying eachothers company. we are so much a like and i love it. of course opposites attract, but it is the simlilar ones that can keep there relationship going. as the days go by, the love we have for eachother grows stronger and stronger. and we miss eachother more and more. i start to miss the sound of his voice, the way he knows what im thiking, the way he holds me in his arms, the way he bugs me :P, the way he looks into my eyes and tells me he loves me, and the way i always catch him staring at me. Now all i can do is just count down the days till i see him again, and of course, keep loving him.