Today was one of the best days i've had in a long time. i got to see randy which was awesome. :D especially the last like 15min i was there. we just layed there in eachothers arms and stared at eachother. i loved it soo much! as i layed there looking into his eyes i realized how much i really love him and that i dont know what i'd do if i lost him. He means the world to me and i love him with all my heart!! this probably sounds stupid, cuz of course i have layed with him and just stared into his eyes before but for some reason today, it felt different. i cant explain it but ya..anyway im done for now.