yet again it's my b-day.(blah)i partied hard with some "gangsters" this weekend.I've decided to cut back on my substance use.i just need a way to escape sometimes. at least it's getting warm again so i can take my nightly walks again.i GOT FUCKED UP AND WROTE AN (OH SHIT)entry that was deep.of course it got lost when i tried to save.damn maybe some other time.i have to work today.this should be fun.on the plus side i could be making up to $3000 a month working for this companig next year.you start with nothing and withen 24-36 months you'll be making $3000 a month. then i can get a house with dover and amy.