i don't know.i think we might get back together finally.thats how it sounds and feels.she said she knows now.i hope.more than anything.it's going to be difficult for her.kinda like the way it used to be.atleast we talk more about our personal lives with eachother.me moreso than her.she is still pretty secretive when it comes to me.she shouldn't be.i tell her EVERything.god...i'm so fucking crazy about her it's even worse now!i've decided she is my anime princess.i try to watch anime and i'm just constantly reminded of her.i think i'm getting lovesick.not sick of being in love but loving so much i'm becoming sick.maybe i already am.i don't care though.i'd go through this a thousand times for her.ahhhhhh...cough cough hack cough.i realized i let my emotional side out in this diary more than any thing.damn.there is so much more to me.it dosen't matter,this thing is for me not you fuckers.i mean that in a good way.yeah i poo in the nude!