These are my words..copyrighted by my hurt....yeah everyone's a little emo...it's not like anyone will read this anyway...
I live because i'm desperate,
i'm desperate just to live,
free of my regret,and pain that won't quit.
i found the answer to love in abook of the stars,
it was a map of a black hole,and it ends right where it starts..
(now i'm slipping away,falling down
like punchen concrete,another bottle is waiting,
you've tore me down,pushed me away,
my silent revery,fuels the pain...
fall face down,slip further away,
like smashing concrete,my fists broken and bloody,
so tear me down,go ahead,push me away,
my silent revery,consume's me in flames...)
I'm sick and i'm tired of being tired and sick,
cold and silver,you turn sharp quick..
you left me cut and bleeding,choking on the floor,
screamed out your name but you were already out the door.
(now i'm slipping away,falling down
like punchen concrete,another bottle is(empty) waiting,
you've tore me down,pushed me away,
my silent revery,fuels the pain...
fall face down,slip further away,
like smashing concrete,my fists broken and bloody,
so tear me down,go ahead,push me away,
my silent revery,consume's me in flames...)
I have loved,i have died ,i've seen the world through your eyes,
i have lied,i do cry,but tears are just placebos.
you say for the good of us, you ignorant kid,
for the good would be death and whatever you can make of this....
(now i'm slipping away,falling down
like punchen concrete,another bottle is waiting,
you've tore me down,pushed me away,
my silent revery fuels the pain...
fall face down,slip further away,
like smashing concrete,my fists broken and bloody,
so tear me down,go ahead,push me away,
embers of my soul no longer carry a flame...)
"There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves."
its a song. check it out.