I may have an aneurysm so im getting a c/t scan.what fun! Spring break should be reliving. I’m just going to take it easy.well there is a big mosh show tonight so I plan on getting fucked up and hitting someone in the face.i hope its good.i took a bunch of grandmas cookies from my teacher.i feel like a criminal.breakin the law,breaking the law.life is so fucking boring sometimes.i still wouldn’t trade it for anything because after all boys and girls,boredom is something and nothing is nothing.i just don’t like to think sometimes and when im bored I think.i always think about how I could be doing so much better but I always let my self and people down. Im wispering at amy!not really. Any ways back to what I was saying.boredom good for self reflection in a sense. It helps me organize whats going on around me.become self aware if you will.i think about different scenarios and try to choose one I like and play with it.i know the only real answer is the unknown but almost anyone wants control of a situation.no matter how small the problem. Imay be going on about nothing but it’s something to me.that’s all that really matters to me right now.it may sound selfish but who else do I have to care about? I just don’t care anymore. I’ll just live the rest of my life then die.thats the sad truth.you live to die.the trick is to some get yourself to where you are dying to live. I want to be this way someday.but for now ill just live and die.so be bored then when you regain consciousness,fucking live.