I had the best time last night.well not the best but it almost for a second felt like old times with V.Yeah,we got another show tonight.wew!well once again people think i'm a jerk for reasons i don't even know.all i say is screw you buddy.you dont have my life and your not in my situation.im mean i cant "move on" for im still passionatly in love,and it's hardto stay for the pains too unbearable.it's so hard for me to do.do you honestly blame me?you think i'm being a jerk and i'm just protecting myself from more hurt. you say i don't call and i know it's the principle that counts but why would i want a constant reminder of what i can't have.at least not in whole.sorry to piss you off but this whole situation pisses me off.ive held my tounge through alot of this and you know any other guy would have split by now.but i believe in you and i still believe in us.okay this is how it is to me...you:i still love you more than anyone.me:love you x2...you:but i'm also in love with someone else he's really cool and wants to kick your ass but you don't know him so don't knock him and don't be mad.Me:okay!?...you:but i still want you hear because the thought of you with someone else would kill me and i'm really confused right now.Me:okay for you i will but it's like you have already moved on and are with someone else,you share that same passionate feeling we had with someone else.but i'll be hear for you without personal gain and if it kills me so be it i always said i would for you.i love you.