this Halloween sucked for me. i,ve decided to end everything.i wish it wasn't this way.but i'm going insane.i think about ending EVERYTHING when i drive.the only reason i really havn't is all the recent death.it makes me not want to regret anything.i regret moving on and keeping just memories.maybe i'll find who i can grow old with.whose to say i havn't?here comes the rest of my life.time to find my peace.