Ha! i updated.i've not had accsess to a computer lately but i guess you'll have that. im grounded for my grades.i don't know what happened i just kind of gave up.i started smoking again.it's such a nasty habit.i hate being controlled by somthing and im a closet smoker not a very social one.it just calms me down sometimes and i cant just sit and daze off.damn this ADD!im going to try and go on a date tommorrow but there is nothing to do in E-ville.ill find something though.i went to see the passion last night.it was more of an expeirience than a movie.i have to go eat chinese, but i promise ill finish later.