sooo,i was looking around myspace today.i found someones.i didn't want to click but i did any ways.it was quite upsetting.the way they talk is beautiful.he's in a relationship.i guess we all kind of are.i'm crying.i'm sick of myself..this.we seemed so happy on the phone.i used to be the only one that made her feel a certain way.not anymore.it's someone else.you know the only thing thats real are the kids that kid themselves,and the demise of the beatiful.we were beautiful.i miss her so much.i really do.i gave plasma twice this week.i'll never do it again.unless there is a huge shortage.belive me there are enough crack heads down there to go around.we have a show tonight so if anyone lives in evansville,IN go to Grinders off weinbach.