yeah well im back.tiger army fucing rocks!!!!well i called that girl i was supposed to go out with and she told me to call her tommorrow so fuck that.yah fuck her and fuck the world i just dont care anymore.i just relized i look stoned in my picture thats crazy!i dont think i was fucked up that day.i pretty much quit smoking pot.after 5 1/2 years of it you just realize it's not worth the trouble.i need to get drunk so bad.i could just sit back and drink away my sorrows.afterall thats what i do when i drink.fuck im so bored.i hate being caged up.im what you would call a free spirit if you will.im waiting for prom.ill probably just go to the goodwill and get suit.i keep thinking about my ex-girlfreind and how she is doing.she's pregnant.not by me.she fucked me up pretty bad.i have alot of trust problems now because of her.i was just too young and immature to be with her.she had just got out of a serious relationship with a 21 year old.we were both just 15.she was my first love.i knew it had to be love because when i was away from her it hurt so bad.i almost never cry either and one day i just burst into tears because i was so happy.it took me forever but i've finally gotten over here.i dont know why im writing about her.i could go for a stiff drink right about now.god im so depressed.