cresten.
please.
im sorry.
its so hard.
so hard.
please.
oh god.
im sorry.
so sorry.
i dont know.
i love you so much
im scared.
i want to try something new.
but i love you.
and i dont know.
i mean thats what this is all about..
trying to find what works.
i know you and i do..
and i just want to see maybe it could elsewhere.
i dont know.
im so confused.
last night was hard.
im sorry i didnt call back.
i was talking with him.
please wake up.
please.
dont die....

i didnt die ...for you.
so please.
dont die.. for me.